Surprised... and Frustrated

Well I measured today, because I'm going to see my counselor tomorrow and haven't seen her since a week after surgery, so I wanted to have current stats to give her. The last time I measured, I'd lost 13 inches total. As of today I've lost a total of 30.5 inches. I didn't think I'd lost that much, so that was a very nice surprise. Then it got to be supper time. I decided I'd have some chicken salad and fruit. So I measured the chicken salad and got what looked like a LOT, it was only an ounce, so I got two ounces of fruit, even though I knew I wouldn't be able to eat that much. So anyway I sat down to eat, a half hour after my last water, trying to do everything right so I could try to get more food in, since I can't ever eat enough. I could not eat even HALF of ONE OUNCE of chicken salad. Not even a half ounce!! I'm beyond frustrated. I don't know what I'm going to do. I'm starting to think I just need to eat like all day. I also broke under 300 today. I was at 299 when I weighed!! Anyway. I just had to share.